hey.

i wanna wish everyone a very happy raya day.
in malay, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

i also want to ask for forgiveness from everyone.
if i ever did smth wrong.
if i ever hurt your feelings.
please forgive me.

btw do i owe anyone money?
if yes, do tell me ya.
my memory is never good.

tmr there will be a huge variety of food on the table.

lontong.
ketupat.
lodeh.
rendang.
sambal goreng.
paru goreng.
ayam goreng.
sambal tumis udang.
sambal tumis sotong.

hah. nice.

later i need to go to geylang.
yes again.
need to buy my bro's things.
haix.

n guess what?
its raining now.
hah. power right?
hope it wont be crowded.

have fun!
n take care!
:)

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2 more days.
just 2 more.

its Hari Raya.

time flies.

btw btt is on the 9th.
its like in 11 days time.

i still havent start studying.
n with hari raya coming.

DIE!

no time to study.
n also abit lazy ah.

on the day.
a big FAIL
in my face.

hah.

shit.
i need to exercise.

cant wait for silat training.

even though ive been force to be thrown by this idiot(helmi) during training
n got my ass kicked during sparring sessions.
(one time i flew 1 metre sia kena kicked in the chest)
embarassing sia.

but its really fun ah.
with a bunch of retard people.
training together.

my cough.
its not getting any better.
its been a month already.

please tell me im okay.

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friday.
break fast with silat peeps.
(a bunch of people with corrupted childhood)

first, we went to bowling at marina.
lost to a girl!!!
pure embarasement.
hah.

before that watch f1 for awhile(test circuit).
the f1 sound was awesome.
the feeling, like wahh.

next, went to arcade.
waste a few bucks.

someone played parapara.
lasted 36 secs.
game over.

the same person also played the dj tingy.
lasted 22 secs.
game over.

then, break fast at pizza hut.
gst and service tax never fail to give us problem.

finally, went to geylang.
someone need to find his brooch.
again geylang is such a arghh.

then, played fireworks.
like some retard chickens.

a fun night.

p.s i miss silat training.

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thursday.
breaking fast with ms peeps.
break fast at amirah's grill(near arab street).
buffet style.
free flow of food, drinks, desserts(middle east cuisine).
$15.90.

nice.
the food was great.
but abit salty ah.
watermelon juice was the best.
peppermint tea was like cough medicine.
desserts were heavenly.
power ah the place.
worth the money.

round 2.
coffee shop.
talk talk.
laugh laugh.
lepak lepak.

a great night.

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recently, ive been receiving lots of feedbacks.
both good and bad.

wahh.
the bad ones sure are demoralising.
it actually made me depressed for 3days 3nights straight.

nolah, joking only.
but still, the demoralising part is no kidding.
"long", "boring", "plain", "dull" are some of the usual 'bad' comments.
but the ultimate one i kena is

'its a real pity looking at your blog'

OOOUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

i immediately went for counselling after that.
hahah.

but on the other hand,
the "good" comments are the ones to motivate me.
in fact, its the opposite of the 'bad' comments.
weird.
and im confused.

i never had a comment that goes
'your posts are short and sweet'
never.
all agreed that my posts are very long
and its very tiring to scroll down the pages.
the tiredness is like having to do a 2.4km run.
haix.

but anyway thanx everyone for the feedbacks(both good and bad).
and keep them coming ya.
hope you guys will enjoy your future visits here.

have a nice day!
:)

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geylang.
geylang is such a ARGGHHH!!!!!!

i feel like giving a silat move there.
to everyone.
very annoying and irritating sia.

the place is soo cramped.
that we keep banging to each other.

the feeling is awful i tell you.

especially when you kena someone with hairy hands.
imagine your bf/gf kissing your hand
but he/she didnt shave his/her moustache for 3 years.
like that ah.

some have sticky hands.
once you kena their hands.
!@#$%^&* goes up your mind.

smokers.
why must you guys smoke in the bazaar?
haix.

one thing i also hate
is to see those pakcik-pakcik drinking coffee at banquet
or any other shops in geylang
before the breaking of fast

i mean is up to you la.
to fast or not.
but drinking at geylang?
why geylang?
go ajak your friends elsewhere la and lepak.
go chinatown or what.
i dont care.

and the best part is
their face.
smiling and laughing.
like nothing is wrong.
no guilt.

i think bazaar in arab street is much better than geylangs.
in terms of food.
i want to check it out la.
haha.

thanks for reading.
and have a nice day.
:)

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As i said in my previous post.

i need money.
not only girls likes to shop.

okay, what makes shopping fun?

is it because of getting new stuff?
or the walks in the shopping centre?
or the thrill of knowing that your money will dissapear?

i think its all three.

i mean if lets say you have a ginie in a lamp.
and you can wish whatever you want.
will it be as fun as doing shopping?

i doubt so.

its coming.
Hari Raya is coming.

people are preparing.
getting ready for the day.

and shopping is a must.

so i did my fair share.
this year i decided i wanted a more 'traditional' look.
my baju, with samping, a songkok, and a pair of chapal.

i wear what i like, what i think is nice.
i dont have a particular style.
i dont follow others.
neither do intensive research on the current fashion.

sometimes i laughed at myself.
looking back at my old photos.
really, its stupid.

but i think now i am okay, i guess.

btw school is reopening soon.
and i want to do some touch-up to my wardrobe.

i want
- a pair of smart shoes
- a new wallet
- a watch
- a pair of slippers
- new socks
- a belt
- a long sleeve shirt
- some normal clothes
- a new phone
- a psp
- alter my pants

yea i think thats it.
but theres a problem.
money.
i didnt work during the holidays.
haix.

i dont want to ask money from my mum.
i think she spend enough on me already.
i either save up or work to have what i want.

p.s. i hate impulse buying.

thanx for reading.
and have a nice night.
:)

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Have you ever wondered where all this comes from?
Do you even notice the small little things around you?
Appreciatiating their existance?

imagine one day the moon and the stars are gone
is it there then you want to appreciate their existance?

these are some questions for you to ponder.

do you have this problem where you want the opposite?

like when you are schooling, you want holidays
but when you are having holidays, you want to go to school.

sometimes im just bored la at home.
nothing to do.

ya, i know, find a job.

i've tried.
i went to a job agency.
its kinda cool you know.
first they will ask you to fill up your particulars in this form
then they will ask you what you want.
as in the requirements and all.
then they will find a job that suits your recuirements.

my recuirements -

my friend and me must work together.
the job place must be in the east.
the pay must be atleast $6 per hour.(no cpf deduction, cpf gay)
working hours from 9am - 5pm
will be working for 2-3 weeks only.
and no desk-bound work.

no desk-bound work?
she look at my face then to my form which i had written.
Diploma in Banking and Finance.

she must be wondering
what the hell this boy is doing in Diploma in Banking and Finance
if he dosent like desk-bound work
(ive experienced it, its not fun, its boring!!!)

for your info i wanted Diploma in Aviation Management in TP
where you learn how to manage the airport
(have you played those tycoon game where you manage something? fun right?)
but my results dosent permit me to go there
haix.

i also cant imagine myself in a design school
(i cant even draw an apple! how embarassing.)
IT? hah! totally suck at it.
science and engineering are okay.
i guess.

okay, back to my point.
she say judging by my recuirements.
its kinda hard.
but she will try her best.
maybe a packer.
then she say she will call me in a weeks times.

but no calls.
maybe she forgotten bout me?
or maybe there is no job that fits my recuirements?
or maybe the company didnt pay the telephone bills?

i dont know.

today someone called.
not her.
but a friend.
he asked if i want to work.
carrying stuff.

hmmm..

should i accept it?
i mean...
imagine me trying to carry a big box.
then suddenly my arm/shoulder give way.
paiseh you know.

ill ask my friend if he wants to work there too.
if he wants then ill work too.

i need money!
who says only girls like to shop?

thanks for reading.
and have a nice day.
:)

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MRT.

have you ever encountered a situation where you just feel like smacking someone up?


Case A

the train is quite crowded.
you were standing near the door.
the train just left lavender.
heading to bugis(still a long way to go).

"s-cuse! s-cuse!" shouted someone
pushing and shoving his/her way through.
trying to get to the door.
you were pushed, the bag the feller was carrying
hit your face.

Case B

you are from pasir ris.
going to tampines.
when you are about to alight.
wall upon wall of people
are in front of you
blocking your way through.

and when the door open
you are like a little salmon fighting the current.
and a bag hit your face from no where.

Case C

usually when you wanna change train.
lets take city hall for an example
upon alighting at city hall
some would participate on a 50m sprint race.
just to be in front of the door.

Case D

scanning in progress.
scanning completed.
target locked.

there is only one seat left.
two people locked their target.
win-lose situation.
one will win, one will lose.
when their brains finally say GO!
dushe, off they go, in hope of acquiring their target.

there you go, the usual cases in trains.
but there are of course some special cases.

yesterday.
i went to geylang, to meet a friend.
the train is essential for me to get to geylang.
i sat down, close my eyes, listening to my mp3, happily.
suddenly i receive a nudge from my right.
when i open my eyes, to my horror, it was a pig.
nolah, not literally.

it was a jc girl, who have a pig face.
her face is round.
her eyes was squinted.
her nose was oinked.
her mouth was pigkish.
okay basically she gave me a disgusted look.

so i stop my music
"Are you deaf? Are you blind?
people is trying to sleep here!"
i simply smiled and continue listening to my music.
but didnt close my eyes though.

i wanted to see what she will do next.
A - beat me up.
B - walk away.
C - continue her sleep.
D - nudge me again.

C. but with an irritated look and more pigkish face.

okay fine, i know i was being inconsiderate.
by my loud music(the volume is only 20/25)
but still
i am a human being.
if you were to ask me nicely.

"excuse me, can you please lower down the volume of your music player, thank you."

i would be more than glad to lower down the volume.
or even off my music player.

but no.
a jc kid has her way of doing things.

she also has the choice of finding a new seat.
but chose to remain there, and tries hard to sleep.
and after much trying chose to stare at me up down.
trying her best to remember how i look
so that she can report to the 2 chief pig in her sty
and tell her friends(if she have)

and the best part is she drop at kembangan
sleeping to kembangan?
hmm..
isn't that kinda short?

okay so the morale of the story is that
dont be rude even though talking to an inconsiderate bugger
for cases A - D, go figure out yourself

i think girls can have anything they want
as long as they know how to ask for it.

that i will talk some other time
this post is long enough

thanks for reading.
and have a nice day.
:)

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results.

is results important?

hmmm..

the apeks and amahs, who have a business.
do they have certs?
i doubt so.

but still..

they are rich!

not all la..
some bankcrupt.
hah!
but still is not bacause of the cert.
having a cert dosent guarantee you(if you open up a business)

so is results really important?

arsenal.
its important for arsenal.
to win the epl and the champs league.
they better get results.
(important for me)
aha. i know what you thinking eh fiq. shut up!

family.
its important for the family.
to have this thinking.
ahhh, my son got As for his studies.
maybe one day he can be a rich bugger
and live happily ever after.

and much much more la.

but eh if your results soo good,
then attitude problem.
what for sia..
i mean what for if you go to office then bitchbithchbitch.
right?
dapat dosa jer.
abe nanti gi nerake.
shiok ke gtu?

okay basically results is out on the 16th.
thats today la.
but its out at 12am.

so...

kanchong abit la.
at 11 on the com.
waitwaitwait.(like forever mann)
till 12.
wah i tell you the feeling eh.
like taking the solero shot(or whatever its called) at genting.
like "eeeeeeeeeeggggggghhhhhhhhh" gitu ah.

but..

at 12.01am
i cant login.
means no results at 12.03

idiot.

the whole NYP login in at the same time.
why soo kiasu?
okay im also kiasu la.
aha.

anti climax siol.
thought can get at 12.

most very determine to get the result asap
so they will like keep clicking the login button
until they get through
for 1 hour straight they keep on clicking that mouse
that will be their month exercise.

but im not one of them.
im lazy la.
so instead i chat.
and blog hop.

until..

one of them.
nudge me.
I CAN GET THROUGH!!!
she said as if she got through a wall of angry bulls.
haha.

so tried login in for my 4th time.
still cannot.
i think they will accept people who tried to login the most first.
"A" tried to login 386 times
"B" tries only 4 times
so A shall be let in to the humble webpage first.

the reason of me not clicking 386 times
is that
i hate rejections
whenever i tried to login they rejected me
and said please try again later

so ya..

i got my results at 1.23am.

dissapointing.
aimed to get gpa at least 3.
this time no promises to anyone.
kamlesh kamlesh.
haix.

stats ultimate dissapointing.
aimed for an A
kena C+
haix.

why?

coz im damn careless.
angry with myself.
lost 10 marks fer nothing.
10 marks is one grade.
its alot!!!
if only i would read the question abit slower.
just abit.

the question says use the year 2006 as the base year.
but i used 2005.
the method all correct, i know.
but thanx to my.
carelessness.
0 is what i get.
a bloody zero, an egg!!!

from little.
i never ever finish my exam papers.
seriously.
i like to take it slow.
no rush.
just chilling my way true.
ilyas know how i study.
i will suddenly stop fold my arms and rest.
no different in examination hall.

stupid huh?
yea i know.
weird.

yea only if i were to be faster.
i wont have to rush that question.
is damn easy la that question.
haix.

could have gotten a B+
i would be happy.

you know i think i got this habit
of getting better than what i had expected for subjects that i think i will do badly
and vice versa.
those i think i will score, hah!

for example for Os,
i expected 4 dist.
in fact i promise to one of my teacher that i will get 4 dist.
and i expected my language to like just pass.
4 dissapointment, 2 wohoo! (someone is jealous here of my eng results, aha)
if i were to take humanities i think ill get atleast b4(thanx to the thing i talk above).
i expected that ill fail my humanities.
for your info i did not take my combine humans paper.
my sit is empty during the examination hall.
i think i was happily eating ice cream when the feller call.
the feller who calls you to ask if you are sitting for the exam.

I got only 1 distinction for Os.
e maths - A2
sad. paiseh. (i think my teacher forgot bout my promise coz when comes to all this he wont keep quiet)
even that its dissapointing, i want an A1.
maths is easy la if you practise.
fine! to all you people scolding me when reading "math is easy..."
atleast it can be studied!!!
unlike english or malay.
right?

so my results?
okayla average.
dissapointing(stats)
i got A for poa.
lucky mann.
if not at home i melalak non stop.
i got 1 C, 2 C+ and 2Bs. and 1 A.
wohoo no sup paper!
cool!

my Bs is unexpected.
effective writing skills(ews) and business software application(bsa)
effective writing skills one of my top 3 subs!!!
see ilyas, not bad huh. aha.

bsa, hah!
i hate my bsa teacher the most.
feel like killing her everytime she step into the lab.
serious. my good friend daniel will know(he sits beside me for bsa)
i will keep on swearing under my breath when shes teaching.
eg. 'stupid teacher, see dont know what she talking, get lost la', 'stupid free loader, dont know how to teach then become teacher, idiot'
im shock at myself too, but seriously she suck.

nahh i think because of the projects.
im leader for 2 project, that 2.
hahah!!! okla i think its tyco.
(see all those project time is worth it)
btw my favourite project is the ews one.
about planning to make a business.
credits to my group members.
liyana, sunita, hui qi, and wan tian.
only boy in the group,
got one time they gang up and rebel my idea siol
i scared then i went to teacher to seek for help.
aha.

okay to all those who didnt get what they expected,
try again next sem(hah! i cant wait to see you all to work harder than this sem), all this is an learning experince(stupid motivation camp)

yea. thats it.
sorry for the long post.
hope it didnt bore you to death.
i dont want headlines.
a boy died in front of the com with neither-up-nor-down as the last webpage of his life.
thanx fer reading.
and have a nice day!
haha.
:)

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to all of you.
please read my post from the bottom.
from here onwards.
i think that way is much much more interesting.

hope you enjoy my posts.
take care!

tmr results sia...
we(nyp) have our exams earlier(than tp),
yet get our results later.
wth.

i think the timing here is wrong.
damn.
and how to have a tagbox?
i know nuts bout computers.
hehe.

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as you all know i attended the TMSN Camp.
its from fri 6pm to sat 10pm.
okay basically its great la.
get to learn new things, new friends.
get to see new stuff.

but.

i cabot at 3pm.
hah.

coz i promise my sunday class friends to have buka with them.
so ya.
not everyday i meet them k.
not even everyweek.
go figure out why yourself.


so we break fast at lau pa sat or however you spell it.
it was okla.

there featuring
liverpool - man u
i didnt watch la.
coz the tv and our place is not meant to be.
but you know when someone score.
the noise.

today.
Iftar at Al-Huda Mosque.
2.30pm - 10pm.
im one of the organising committee(program department).
aisey man. haha.
stress and hard work okay.
but it was fun also la.

thank god.
the Iftar is great.
program was interesting.
and we get free stuff!

the gifts.
the food.
the experience.
the translation of Al-Quran!

the food.
power!
nasi ambeng.
if you all dont know what it is.
its basically.

nasi puteh.
bagedel.
sambal goreng.
telor goreng.
sambal paru.
serondeng.
ayam lemak cili padi.

we also got.
bubur masjid.(mosque porridge)
pizza.
mushroom soup.
some kuehs and fruits.

awesome!
forgot to take pictures la.
eh too excited to break fast k.
how not to with food like that.

thanx Al-Huda Mosque for the meal.

but right.

got blackout sia just now at the mosque.
power.
hah!

still tired.
still coughing.

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here are some of the pics to the old Al-Qurans.
If im not wrong they are 600 years old. (COOL!!!)
i didnt really remember ah.
i saw this at 3.40am.
i was sleepy!
and tired.
i only slept 4 hours for two nights.
i was a zombie then.
so didnt really listen to the talk la.
hehe.

Iftar today!
and im one of the facilitators.
after all the planning and work.
hope today goes as planned.
haha.

tired. just tired.

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power is POWER RANGER

(a quote from a friend)

12/09/08, Friday, 6.48am.

I am still awake. I’m tired. Sleepy.

12/09/08, Friday, 6pm.

TMSN(tertiary muslim student network) CAMP.

Sufi. Boy’s or girl’s name?

I was registered as a sister!!!

One Word. HAHA!

Okay seriously. Sufi, a boy’s or a girl’s name? Or both?

If both eh, I wanna meet the girl ah. Can be friends! Interesting siol if have. Haha, amek kesempatan eh, lol.

But if its a girl’s name eh, I think I wanna change my name to...

A’qeed Qayyum?

Haha, don’t ask me why, its the first name that pop up in my mind.

BTW...

What Sufi means ah?

I donno seh. Never really sit down and think why my father chooses this name and what it actually really means. Live so long, then never wonder. Ape nie? Okay next week I go research ah.

All my siblings got ‘Nur’ in front of their name.

Imagine...

Muhammad NurSufi Bin Azman.

Teacher: Define and explain stagflation. Any volunteers want to answer?

Me: (shoots hands up)

Teacher: Yes NurSufi, please define and explain stagflation.

Cool or what?

Haha.

During the camp, we had this game. In your group, create a story using the meaning of the names in your group.

Then I was like...“What? I donno the meaning of my name. How?”

But luckily there is this person who thinks that my name means cleanse.

Ape lagi? Ngap jela. So my story goes like this. ...N this feller meet Sufi and Sufi cleanses the soul of the village and one of the villagers is named...

Cleanse the soul? Hah! Did I cleanse anyone soul?

I’m not saying thats the meaning of my name, he says he thinks, so that means this calls for research.

And kan. I saw a few very2 old Al-Quran seh. Cool!

More things happened but next time ah eh.

I think my face is getting rounder. Damn!

I hate impulse buying esp if the thing is super ex la.

Like MP4, clothes and SHOE!

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my name is sufi.
and i love to eat.

aiman.
husrin.
shaik.
ridhwan.
taufiq.
mahathir.
jess.
liyana.
tian.
nas.
jojo.
laila.
shasha.
nadhirah.
syafiqah.
sic.
fido.
helmi.
nadiah.
ain.
raddy.
zaf.
raudhah.

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